It's Clearer Now~

Fuh,
Seriously, I haven't been in this kind of a situation for a long time now. Well, obviously it's not something regrettable or something, more like to conjure all the doubts which I kept within ever since that day. My goals are clearer now. Crystal clear. I think I should strive more towards the end other than keep focusing on people's act and behavior. I had enough and I think, all over these years, indeed I've changed a lot.More over, to be able to socialize through out the whole process was kinda hard at the beginning but it was such a great experience. I even tried to accumulate those characteristics to fit my own needs. But now,I guess, the task is finished. I should move on to depict my real self and not playing games anymore. It's the real deal and I really really want to win this game! So bring it on, and let's see how clearer does it gets.